It has now been 18 months since this latest attack of cancer started. I find myself asking the question where do I go from here? How do I get my life back on course?
I was always a person with low confidence and self esteem which now seems even worse.
I still have no teeth. A slightly lop-sided mouth.
Do I try and get back to my old career or try and find a new one.
My choices are:
- Teaching Assistant.
- Proof Reading.
- Or some sort of office job but what I have no idea.
I will still need further treatment so is it still to early to be thinking along these lines?
In the past I could never succeed in landing a job (only could get as far as interview) which doesn’t help confidence stakes.
I am attending a job shop with MacMillan Cancer Centre at the UCLH with hopes they can help me and check over my CV.
I have been signed up to a getting back to work programme by the job centre but after one phone call in November I haven’t heard anything more from them.